I was working in a well known town. My business grew considerably, i was getting referrals, but i had constant resistance from a local business who clearly wanted me out of town. In their own words, I was taking their money and business.
I guess that's a back handed compliment lol.
It's a long story, So grab a bikkie and coffee.
For the first time in my life I was truly happy, in tarot heaven. It's taken me a life time of ridicule, laughter, and criticism to believe I was, OK, and this is my life's calling. I suppressed it to please others.
Also it was easy to hide behind my beautiful kind husband and not face the often, very harsh world.
People and/or close family who cut me down, made me run further. Instead of believing I was OK, I kept trying to please others who apparently disliked me, making me withdraw more.
I was frequently told by my esoteric friends, stop trying to please them, it won't work.
Years of tears, heartbreak, pain,.the last few years ive finally tried to move away, which has made me happier.
My husband never said, get a job. He knew me well and helped me beyond belief. isn't that what loving partners do?
It's impossible to tell a life story in a few sentences. I've had many obstacles and concerns to overcome.
So back to my above job.
When I found a creative accounting error on my rent, i asked questions, that was my downfall. My table and phone was stolen, and I'm pretty confident I had plenty of bogus readings. Shop keepers started to abused me.
You see, what I uncovered was bigger than what i thought.
It's ok for some to use creative accounting to steal, then judge others without knowing the FACTS.
They're perfect and I/we are not?
Note. I said we!!
Ive also found hidden contacts on my emails. Some people deleted them.
Another i thought was a nice acquaintance, allegedly.runs three businesses. (He also did a quick delete)
I found other emails ive never seen in my life. Eg. I've never had a tpg account.
There's much more I could tell you.
Do you really know who's your friend?
You'd be astounded how others earn their money!!!!
I'd love to find another tarot heaven, and i hope I will. At the moment I need a break from that horrible town. Im destroyed, crushed,.I guess they got what they wanted.
I banged this up quickly, I hope it makes sense.
Cheers Lesley